Ahhh.. but you are a composer....! My story is kinda crazy. I have been collecting music for several decades now. Late in life I decided to make some noise and got myself into some digital music making programs,, and started learning the basics of music theory by myself. Then after some time and lost of experimentation I grabbed a guitar and went into some private lessons. By now I am an intermediate player. That's one side of me: blues, folkish, rockish,. When I have the time to sit and listen it is Stockhausen, Luigi Nono, Wim Mertens... Not that I am listening in any preconceived order or following a path. There's so much music that moves me... Thanks for replying...! I will read your posts