Completely understand the feeling :) Being an artist of any sort is a challenge -- the secret is treating it more like a business.

(don't vote on this---not about the money and it is old) BUT this book is how I turned my creative talents into a business -- true, the book is aimed at classical arts (yet again... BUT the model still applies).

https://steemit.com/@clevercreator/the-myth-of-the-starving-artist

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