Hello I understand 100%, the fear that you have raised.I have been driving my bike for more than 35 years and I have already transported more than 700,000 km. There is always fear and respect towards the motorcycle, to the road, to my head, and especially to other drivers on the road.I really have only one final goal, and this is a safe return home, to my family.This can only be understood by a motorcycle, because the feelings in the drive are unique. I hope that someday you will overcome fear and will be slowly and reliably returning to the enjoyment of riding a motorcycle LIVE TO RIDE andRIDE TO LIVE