Hmmn

If i had lived my life in comparison, i will probably have hung myself, growing up i was neither extra smart or extra anything, im an introvert, a mediocre life was fine for me.

I am glad you didn't live your life in comparison....
You see, I'm also an introvert
And as introverts, we tend to feel bad when extroverted kids are being all chatty, outgoing and savvy....