Much of own experience relates to so much of this haha, the early age of initiation into the world of weed, geez, my first high was from a full force, lung filled blowback (remember those?) on a heavy hash joint and living around not the most preferable of environments, let's just say. Thanks for sharing these insights into your life journey.

Meditation and exercise have really helped me, finding that the low impact, body weight cardio & yoga combo -to- meditation route gives me the balancing I need.

High strain CBD plants, are what allow me to medicate, enabling productivity without the hindering effects. Am going to look into that limitless stuff.

Thanks @cryptogee, I really enjoyed this post.