I don't like to give my abusers any credit for anything positive about myself. If I could, I'd have them prosecuted. I'm actually trying to work on legislation to try to get passed. But writing legislation isn't exactly easy, and because of PTSD on the specific subject, it's taking me forever to write it up.

As for the IVIG, it was very expensive and the insurance company didn't cover them as often as I actually needed them, which means it's harder on the body. I then moved halfway across the country, and the issue became not only cost, but a lack of any halfway decent doctors at all. There wasn't even the type of specialist I needed within a four hour drive.

Now we live where we did before, but due to immense cost, and certain people intentionally sabotaging my reputation with the doctors easiest for me to access, I currently don't have a hope in the world of receiving the medical care I need. Not just regarding the IVIG, but overall. I'm lucky to get the lackluster care I get now. And that care is terrible.