Hey @guarddog I feel you. Sometimes I feel the same way. But overall I realize with a deep knowing that on Steemit just like in life I will have good days and not so good days. I will go out on a limb and say lets stay connected and support each other. We can "not fit in" together. I am up for a friendship if you are. I am upvoting this post and following you. Stay strong and feel the love @guarddog.