Yes I can relate to your feelings of being adrift lately. And the fires look very concerning there on your side of the world. I lost my entire home and possessions in a massive fire here in 2017 on the South Cape coast of Africa which hit two towns. All the clothes I have now are donations. California is also burning again now. I don't think there is anywhere left on the planet to hide from the attacks of our current era - climate devastation, and political unrest - I call it "life on the edge". I live permanently on the edge...of the continent, the financial world, society, and consciousness.