My wife and I have been married for 48 years, but ours has always been a divided house and as such we have not been as successful as couples who shoulder the load of life together. The world can be a cruel place, but worse when the internal conflicts in your relationship sap the strength you need to overcome obstacles.
I'm so sorry about your experience. It's not too late to enjoy peace in your home. Please as a man, try to avoid arguments with your wife. You will be more happy.