#Dear Mum -Spoken Word-

Dear Mum

To the women that loved me before i was born .

To the women that held my heart long before it had formed .

To the women who was left sleepless from dusk until dawn with weakness upon weakness for 9 months long teling her self it would all be worth it soon ...as she rest assured , for when she finally made it through to that hospital ward .

It was love at first sight the second she saw ....ME

I mean she could never ever sleep when ever we were gone .

She would stay up all night next to the phone although we would never call so she send me text messages please i can't sleep just let me know if your safe and secure and whenever i was sick she would always know what was the cure.

See , the love you gave to me for all these years its impossible to ignore .

I love you Mum and i'm sorry i've never told to you all this before .

I'm sorry for everything Mum ,i'm sorry for it all.

I'm sorry for leaving you as soon as you thaught me how to crawl .

I'm sorry again and again for all the promises i fell short and i'm sorry i can't give you the live you wish for , the car you dreamt of and countries you wish to explore but most of all i'm sorry for all the pain that i caused for the night you didn't sleep and for all the missed calls and for all the sacrifices you made that i never once recalled .

So forgive me, forgive me for it all , forgive me for everything i've ever done , ever i was young , stupid and dumb just looking to have fun .

Dear Mum,

I love you ,i love you and i promise to never put anybody else above you and even if i get married i promise you will always be My Queen because there's no word in this world that can let you know how much you really mean to me .