RE: The story between my stepfather Y and me
When I was young, I always feel that Y is my peer. He always helped me with my homework, accompany me to do handicrafts, and told me stories. I always like to share my secrets with him.
When I first had menstruation, only Y and me were at home. My white sportswear was stained with blood. Its looks very disgusting. I hate myself at that moment. It was Y found out the sanitary napkins and glued it together with the new underwear and asked me to go back to the room to change it. When I got in my mood and came out of my bedroom, he had already washed the clothes. He told me not to drink cold water, and not to go to physical education class or the like. No embarrassment, no dislike, Y, as usual, told me to be careful when crossing the road. Such a wonderful person is the most ideal and proud companion of my youth.
They divorced after the high school entrance examination. I was admitted to the key high school that Y expected. There is no quarrel and break up peacefully. My mother quickly got married again and then she quit her job and went to another research institute to partner with someone. I heard from my aunty that she met her incumbent when she was looking for someone to invest. It is said that the two fell in love at first sight. That person was also divorced and had a good time after reorganizing the family. After confirming that my high school is boarding, she decided to move to his town.
The change in my feelings for Y started from that moment. He was down for a while. In that summer he always sitting in the living room without talking, sitting all afternoon. Drink tea quietly, in a daze. I was with him, and it was also an afternoon of silence. But it is strange, and there is no sentimental atmosphere. I kinds of enjoy this peaceful and quiet feeling. No need to think about anything, no fear, no embarrassment, no matter how big and chaotic the world outside, we can only enjoy peace in this small room. I miss every comfortable and intoxicating afternoon in that summer school holiday. When I was about to start school, Y had already cheered up. He sold the house and moved to the company dormitory. Soon, he bought a new house. After he heard my mother have another kid, he secretly transferred the new house to my name. After I move in school dormitory, he disappeared from my life.
. I didn’t see him again until I was hospitalized with appendicitis. when he saw me, he was surprised and speechless.
I started to grow taller in junior high school. I stopped growing in the third year of the school. I grew up to 166cm. I grew fast and eat a lot. I weighed more than 60 kilograms. I was so fat and round. However, in the second month of the new school, my weight dropped to 40kg. This is an ideal weight for girls, but I didn't lose weight healthily, I was emaciated. My hair over the shoulders was withered and split, my face was sallow, my fingernails were all pitted pits, and there were some spots left by allergic acne. my eyes are probably dull. Y was surprised by my horrible appearance at the time. After being discharged from the hospital, Y asked my mother to apply for withdrawal from the school.
My mother called and asked me if I can live by myself? I said: Y will help me. Then my mother let me give the phone to Y. I heard he said, I can take care of X, she is too young to live in school dormitory. My mother probably say something else to him, because Y looked embarrassed. So, I moved out of school. Moved into Y new house. However, he moved out and live in the company dormitory. Only come back to cook at noon and evening and leave after dinner. But I am very happy and satisfied.