I'm so sorry you're heartbroken :( Don't let him have the satisfaction of ruining you. Let your freedom empower you into becoming the best, most successful you possible. And one day he'll look back and know he fucked up and you'll already be way passed him, laughing at his pathetic attempts to find love in all the wrong ways, and pitying every girl he manages to destroy along the way. (: I'm glad you can relate to my songs that means everything <3