Mourning without help around you is a total, complete, nightmare. (been there, got the T-shirt).
Hellish.
A very nice post hun.
My post of spiritual happiness might help if you're feeling negative.. (or maybe not )
But...
Smiling is always good for the soul....
https://steemit.com/blog/@lucylin/patriots-self-help-guide-to-spiritual-happiness-1
(after the deluge of responses for my game - I don't think a reward structure is too relevant this time around. lol. doh!)
Genuine smiles are always uplifting :)