I hear you! I quit it all "cold turkey" and then waited a month. Had a beer, waited another month and then had another beer. After that, I just gave up on it. I almost had a "non-alcoholic" beer once some years later, but decided to pass.

When I was drunk, high, coked up and "crazy" I was a force to reckon with. Now that I'm sober, they look at me like I'm crazy, LOL!