Sorry to hear about all these rejections.. it really sucks when your expectations aren't met and all you had hoped for comes falling down, that's an all too familiar feeling :(

I deal badly with rejection.. I must admit it really knocks me out , although, only for a short period of time.

The last time I was applying for a new job I went through 12 interviews and was rejecting by all but the last, slowly eating up my hope. I remained vigilant in my effort though and in the end I was rewarded, despite how down I was after each rejection. I guess good things really comes to those who waits.. I believe you have something great in front of you ;)