Leave some time for yourself to find your inner voice
Put on the headphone still can't completely shield the outside sound. On the contrary, some sounds become clearer and more obvious.
If you can’t calm your heart, the world will always be full of noise, even if you cover the ears, the sound can still be heard in other ways.
Sound is everywhere, there is outer sound, there is also inner sound.
But often we are apt to be attracted by the outer sound, forgot to listen to our own inner voice.
I always wanted to listen to my inner voice, wanted to know what it is like, wanted to know what it wants to express, wanted to know if it still exists. In order to find it, I tried reading, meditating, but eventually failed to find it.
Because I can't wait anymore, I had been attracted by various outer voices and also addicted to all kinds of things just to find my inner voice.
People say that the power of the heart is the strongest. Everyone in the spiritual world, there is a real self, no disguise, no vanity, only true. Only later, we kept it hidden, constantly adding disguises, constantly adding shields.
It seems to protect it so well that we cannot find it ourselves.
So, we become confused, don’t know the meaning of our existence, don’t know the meaning of our future. So decided to find ourselves, the one that who we are. But worried that in this complex world, the true self is too fragile to survive in this world.
Then stop looking, decided to build a strong fence around it then only look for it.
As a result, found that it was an unknown when the fence would be built. Disappointment, confusion, restlessness ... began to doubt whether it was right, become more confused and fearful. Go for a while, stop, go again, and stop, do not know when will reach the end, more and more confused, slowly doesn’t want to move anymore.
A lot of people, not just care about other people's views, in fact, more on their own contradictions. Maybe others can influence themselves, but the final decision comes from themselves. If a person doesn’t understand, he/she will just be drifting around.
If a person can think clearly, rough like a rock, won’t be affected by others.
Some people say that it is necessary to think clearly before we can make a clear goal.
However, some people are always thinking, have been thinking, but when they don’t understand, they stop taking action, and wasted their life.
Some people say that need to act first, think and explore while doing, to know what they want.
But a lot of times, like headless flies, hitting left and right, and in the end, don’t know what they want.
Some say you have to think; some say you have to consult; some say you need to read; some say you need to work; some say you need to learn; some say go out and see world; some say be calm; some say you need to have courage, and some say just do it;
The more you listen, the less you understand, you become confused, agitated, and overwhelmed.
It all sounds right, but when the right answer is too much, then new problems arise.
What should I do? Always expecting someone to give a unique answer, but that’s not possible. Always wanted to meet a person who will point out the road; always wanted to be different.
In fact, some of the answers are clear to some people, but they are not willing to face it, some people have found the answer, but their inner heart is not willing to admit.
Sometimes, we don't know what we're waiting for, and we don't know what we're longing for. In order not to allow ourselves to face this problem, we will find a variety of things to do, don’t let ourselves stop. Perhaps we are still expecting some events to trigger a change at a certain moment, and then logically think and do it.
In fact, most of the time, we understand, there is no special event that will trigger a change. But we are still in a constant fantasy, and constantly imagine.
Maybe there will be a day the fantasy will break, maybe it will just keep going.
Can’t find the direction, can only struggle, but always can’t break free. Finally, some will understand, not that we are unable to break free, but we unceasingly add the chaos to ourselves. Like Silkworm Chrysalis, while want to go out, while constantly adding another silk on the outside.
It is really strange, sometimes obviously we know some things are wrong, but we will still do it, obviously know that some things are good for ourselves, but we still don’t want to do it. What is it that causes ourselves to have the contradiction with ourselves? I don't know.
I just feel that in this noisy environment, it is difficult to find the most sincere voice of our own heart. I need to be quiet, in a quiet corner, look for my own voice. Perhaps very soon, perhaps very slowly, in the process of looking, not care about the time, not care about the outside voice, and also no longer consider gains and losses.
Perhaps busy, perhaps urgent, but there are always some things, you need to save some time for yourself, and slowly do it.
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