Hey man. Just wandering around Steemit and saw this. I've been homeless before in the past. For like, 10 years. I lived out of an RV. Slept on rooftops, in sheds, etc etc. I believe I get by and have come to thrive on miracles. I don't know what you believe, and I know it's not a straight up donation of money, but I'll pray for you to receive a financial miracle such that you know it's a complete miracle. There would be no other way. I hope you are successful in getting out of the hole.
There's some kind of inspirations stuff you can listen to if you search google play music for "Tony Robbins Radio". I listen to that stuff sometimes.