This was a very touching story. I hope you succeed and find what makes you happy!

I currently work in a call center myself, and I'm not even sure what I want. I make a decent wage and can afford an apartment for now, but I'm still young, so there's no rush for me. I only work 8 hours a day, so your story is very different from mine.

Good things come to the people who work hard. You will definitely succeed with your mindset!

Make friends, meet new people, meet girls. Life isn't worth living if all you do is work, however it might be necessary. People tend to take their good lives for granted, but I can tell that you definitely don't.

All the best, @tundraxd