I don’t sleep. I wait. Lmao. Make a list. Check off 1 item at a time. Stop feeling sorry for yourself. Stop comparing yourself to other ppl. Pick your sorry ass up and get to writing., building stuff. Repairing stuff. Now go out here and buy some bts eos and steem. And be successful. Good luck brother. I was broke and homeless and have no family. at 30yrs old. I’m retiring soon so you have no excuses.