@gnimeets, I couldn't help a few tears when I read your story. I am going through one of the worst phases in my life and probably at lowest point too, but when I read your story, I feel my bad phase is not a bad phase at all.
You don't know, you just lifted me up from an abyss I had fallen into recently, wallowing in self pity and seething with anger at the way life delt it's cards to me. But now I realise people go through much more worse sh** in their life.
I am sorry for what happened with your life man. But the silver lining is you found steemit and you are young. You have the whole life in front of you and you can shape it beautifully the way you dream of it. It's in your hands to shape your life now.
There is this saying. "That which does not kill you, will only make you strong".
So, everything, all the worst experiences not withstanding, you for all I know have emerged much stronger to face life now.
I am sure your love for Aileen and Nathan will keep you three together happy and that your efforts here payoff and that you prosper and flourish in life.
I live in India quite far from Ireland. But this world is a small place. Please let me know if there is anyway I could be of any help to you.
I shall pray for you and wish you all the very best in life. God Bless
I'm glad your problems feel a little bit smaller. You telling me that makes my problems feel a little bit smaller. My life wasnt all bad. I have had many good times. Especially with Aileen. It is just hard to not let the bad ones take a toll and shape your decisions.
I do really appreciate the words of encouragement. You just taking to your time to read my story which I have never told anymore. Even my closest friends. Is all the help I need.
If you want to talk about what your going through I would gladly listen. Writing it down helped me a lot more than I thought it would. Right now I should feel rage but I am weirdly calm.
@gnimeets, sure I will talk about it soon. Reading your blog calmed me down immensely. I have to manage a few stuff now and sometime soon will share my story.
Take care my friend. You are a strong man and the world is your oyster . God bless