I'm glad you shared this on the blockchain Brendan. I can see others that read this with similar issues to get ideas how to make progress with whatever plagues them - just by you sharing to give up coffee/alcohol and trying things.
I'm 100% confident there is somebody out there that has a solution for you that will go beyond keeping symptoms in check but actually identify the root of the issues. You have an angel on your side so there is a lot of reason for hope.
Keep writing about this and let's hope the community can pull others with similar issues around you so that collectively everybody can help each other as it is pretty normal here on Steemit.
I'll keep this in mind and will expose it to people I know that might have ideas of how to tackle this. Walk tall brother - you're being loved tremendeously ❤
Thanks @steemuwe!
I would love to find the root for sure. I don't want a band aid or mask for these issues anymore. I know there's people that have been through this and beat it. People that have got their lives back. I would love to be able to connect to these people and hear their stories.