Such is life my sister @chiama .I recall when i tried to help everyone around me and trying to please them but in the process they contributed massively to my fall on this amazing life transforming platform.For about 2 weeks now i have been working personally and trying not to fail again and your post is very sensitive to me. Keep advising us dear because life is about learning from experiences and hoping for a better future. #wafrica is much privileged to have someone like you.