Genuine thoughts. No question about it.
I get it. Its those questions that trouble us all.
Cant really help you there. Its something we have to deal with ourselves...

I dont know what kind of musician you are but i suggest trying to join some great communities, doing an openmic... Meeting some internet folk. Really.. It helps.
You might feel like youdd want to rather hit the couch and drink a beer or whatever (root beer isnt beer! 😁) but i know itll help.

But really if im going to be honest... Who cares. We all die some day, its important being happy. Youll get that house with a pool and a 1000USD dog that picks up after itself... Why waste time in this sentiment? And it is a waste..

Damn... I never write motivotional comments. I feel like im going vegan. 😂😂