Life can really suck sometimes... @gamer00 or rather - the way we handle things, makes it suck! but the mere fact that you are here, acknowledging things, knowing that something has to change, is a damn good start. Don't be too hard on yourself. Just put your mind to where it needs to be.... and where it needs to be, is where you WANT to see yourself! and in the meantime, keep expressing yourself here! - IT HELPS!!!