Good for you man, your ultimate goal should be a long term one and that is the van and I like how you realized that you need more time for that and made an alternate decision for the time being. That is really hard to do, my goal from now is to complete my graduation and apply for masters in mechanical engineering. from a reputable university hopefully in USA Germany or Australia. Right now I'm studying in Karachi Pakistan. Thank you for your goal and I hope you'll give your critique about mine.