That was really moving @mhat.munro, I am sorry that you received that painful diagnosis. I believe I can relate, my mother had an ovarian cyst that was left unnoticed because of her paralysis from the waist down, so when it was the size of a softball, she was finally able to feel it as abdominal pain. Long-story short, she had to get surgery and remove all her feminine organs to take it out and prevent further development. She's healed now, and I pray you will find healing as well.