It was incredibly hard to bear at first, which was part of my reason for just not posting. Doing much of anything became a challenge for a while. But I am mostly working through it all and beginning to put most of it behind me. Now the biggest problem as i stated in another comment is those pesky medical bills. Thanks for the prayers - can't ever get enough of those. Also thanks for the comments. Its nice to know people on this network are so friendly and welcoming.