I wish I could say I have no idea what you are going through..... but I do. And I know it sucks. Today I was ready to fall asleep in church, and it was not boring, either. I went back to bed this afternoon and am sitting around in my pjs, reading Steemit posts, and staring at the piles of larch needles I meant to deal with today. They aren't going anywhere, I know, and they will wait for me, but I do hate to waste a nice afternoon feeling like someone vacuumed out all of my energy.