i like your post .thanks for sharing your feeling with us .
when I was reading your post i hoped inside myself that your father still alive to tell you are lucky .I am now with my sister's son , he is 5 years old he never see his father cause he died . SO i asked him this question " where is your father " he replied " my father is in heaven to buy some sweets for me"

Last ,i want to say you are very similar in faces in the photo. keep Positivity on ,you brave man you deserve to live a good life .wish you good luck