whell, i would like to find someone that i can talk to about enlightenment and quantum mechanics and the things i like to go on about. I would really like to find a woman i can meditate with and start a future with but i dont really put myself out there ever, im a homebody since my disability and i dont think anyone really would satisfy me unless it was on an emotional and mental level.

Im very shy around the females i think are attractive, and that kind of gets in the way. I dont know what im doing most of the time and i feel like a complete idiot even though i like the way i look and the way i act.

Its just been a long time for me ive been fighting a disability battle for 5 years and finally won my court case and i dont know how to put myself out there. i just want to play music and really i just daydream about cuddling with a cute woman as i fall asleep. im 26 years old so i have plenty of time to find that but ive also gone so long without it too.