Thankyou @larrymorrison for your insight. I think there is some truth in what you say, that in this transmission I am playing more of that role of the identity which goes through changes and progressions. In a sense I am living it out to see if its real or not.
I saw the episode of your show with Quinn Eaker and it was great, I feel that the material you guys were discussing is really the essential thing that people can be discussing in order to shift their perception. And this kind of transmission, focussed on the individual freedom and transcending the egoic nature - is the real core of what I want to discuss in my blog.