This extremely touching and inspiring to read! And it took great courage of you, @nolnocluap, to both face your fears and decide to take action AND to share this story with us on Steemit. I applaud your courage, my friend, and I feel so happy for you!

I assure you that it was the right decision. I had to face similar cicumstances a few times in the past and every time I had courage to break free from the undesirable, sub-optimal situation and take a plunge into the unknown. It paid off every time. I would not hesitate to do it again, because I know that I have the power to shape my own life, build my own happiness, and move towards my life goals. You have that power too!

Good luck on your journey and please keep us posted! STEEM ON!!!