How cruel can life be. 2

My story continues for those of you following my posts 👍👍 each and everyday life throws one test or another to our relationship at first since she's in her final year in school most of her colleagues and friends are getting married and inviting her to be their maid of honor or something of such which in turn discouraging her in taking our relationship seriously since there seems to be no future in it... Since we occasionally check each others chats which i do in rear cases in one of those times i found her chatting with a guy close by and the guy asked her " hy are u in a serious relationship?? " and she replied "No" when i saw this i was devastated, like i felt like dying because this was a girl I've given my all to, this was a relationship i was ready to die for because i truly love her like i have never loved anyone in my entire lifetime and in a twinkle of an eye she tossed it all away.. I was so depressed and sobber but i couldn't help but confront her about it with the hope she was just kidding or missing around with the dude or just trying to pull the guy.. I mean i was ready to accept any excuse for that statement not to be from her heart just to relieve me the pain i was going through at that point in time. When i finally asked her, her reply was yes that was how she felt the relationship was... At rhis point i broke down in tear asking her why.. And she said to her a serious relationship is one that mist lead to marriage and she doesn't see that possibility with us because i still have a long way to go. I just stood there stunned and speechless i was so sad not because of what she said but because she didn't see me as man enough to take up the responsibilities of marriage so i gently asked her "sweet what if i was the one that said that to another girl about our relationship how would that make u feel??? " she broke down in tears and wouldn't answer but i insisted she then said she wouldn't know how she Would handle it because she would feel betrayed there and then i kissed her and told her good night and slept off