I'm so sorry for your loss. She sounds like she was a lovely companion :) I lost my kitty (that was his name) a few years ago after 18 years, and I was devastated. He's been with me since I was a child. I can understand how important those bonds that we form with our furry companions can be. They provide so much love and companionship in our lives, it's incredible! Wishing you all the best :)