In short, you've build a china wall around your heart now.. A fortress.. Now all you have to do is to wait for the one who'll come around and break that fortress.. As far as I understood while writing my below article : https://steemit.com/life/@miserableoracle/my-journey-in-search-of-true-emotions-part-3-love
"Love is not for everyone" is a myth.. You'll find the one soon enough, but just dont force it.. Wait and give a little time to the time.. :)