Hi @daisyd - this resonates with me on every level. I fight depression too and have often struggled with figuring what I want to be when I grow up. And just yesterday I was fired for the first time ever in my 30 years of working so I feel off balance (and slightly adrift). Anyway, what I'm trying to get at is staying positive is often a daily/hourly struggle. We can both rise out of the ashes like the phoenix!