At the expense of Dr. Philing you @rok-sivante (please forgive me) this post here, this reflection, this moment of vulnerability, of honesty. Is the step in the right direction without a doubt.

All of us, almost with no exception have to go through phases of revision. Times when its imperative we check our drive, our motivations, our intentions, reassess the goal.

Truth is you are not who you where two years ago. The musician who was broke and frustrated and found cryptocurrencies is a distant friend you left behind.

In this sense, the person you've become can't possibly want the same things out of life, it's logical, it's even healthy in my opinion.

So I'll dare to say that even though these times see confusing, the north seems to have lost its luster. They are precious, because you are waking up to your new reality and possibly becoming a simpler person, someone who is not after more for the sake of more... but enough for the sake of peace.

Anyways, I'll take my leave now.. I felt connected to this post of yours (i read your stuff all the time, should do a better job at commenting) I felt like at my level im going through the same stage too.

Cheers mate