That compassion and empathy you possess just shows your depth of character. It is truly the only way to understand what others, some less fortunate have had to deal with -- instead of just labeling them and writing them off. It is, harder for a man to show and express these feelings in today's societies, especially as a young man -- being afraid of being labeled a wimp or something like that... I myself, am not one, who gives a shit what society thinks I should be... I see your concern about your future and your chosen career.., but I think not being who you truly are will only hurt you in the long run.