I believe in reincarnation but honestly, I'm not sure what I would come back as. The way things are going perhaps it could be some time before I can come back again as anything significant.

At this time I am completely focused on trying to find the very best memories I can. Sort of thinking, "What would be really nice to take into the next incarnation, what are the best things I can offer from this life?"

If I'm sitting around as a star beaming light into the cosmos, perhaps figments of the good memories will be there like some instinctive thing.

My condolences on your recent loss of a relative. I lost a relative too about a month ago, I was feeling kind of sad and old but I'm okay now.