Trauma. The fear of the unknown and change. MK-ultra
We all fear the unknown. But we can use this fear in our favour in order for us to get out of our comfort zone. We fear the unknown because we can't control it. People like to control their future and it is normal for a person to want that. What we need to know is that we can't control everything and we can't control the unknown until we make it known. Knowledge brings control. If a person has more knowledge of a certain topic than another person, he can manipulate him or tell him the truth. You can clearly see it in the today's world. People with more knowledge use their knowledge to fool people and disconnect them from the truth, but they make it so well that the person will think he is being taught the truth. That is why the masses in school are not taught anything at all. When they get out they will be uninformed and will want information from authority. They will be vulnerable and will eat the lies.
We fear the unknown and this fear is used for propaganda. Next, I will be talking about trauma. Trauma is something that happens to you and has a deep memory in your head that has something to do with an unpleasant experience. Whether it has happened to you by someone or you caused it, it does not matter. The fact is that this memory is so deep and vivid that you fear it won't happen again. Most people can even explain in great detail what has happened to them. This trauma has a connection with the fear of change and the fear of the unknown. Most people fear to battle their trauma. Because when battling the trauma, they will suffer mentally from the memories that will be not suppressed anymore. They can sometimes even feel physical pain from what has happened like it is happening again right here, right now.
Most traumatic events occur to children or just early in general. Then these memories get locked into a mental prison, where they just sit there being suppressed. But this lock of memory happens to really disturb events. More people are being traumatized and mind controlled by trauma because the trauma automatically sets boundaries to the mind. If the memory gets locked, the boundaries are subconscious and a person does not know why he does not want that. Sometimes the locked memories can be triggered and can lead to small traumatic experiences on their own, which experiences can even fuck up the person even more.
Nowadays, we can see that more people are getting traumatized. Some of them are being bullied in school for what they are. Which will make a person shy. Others will get traumatized by parents, because of a certain cult belief. There is even a case of a teacher's traumatizing children and other disturbing cases involving satanic practices.
When you traumatize a person, you create their future. You set mental boundaries as I said above and you just model the person to behave in a certain reactive way. If the person had a trauma involving water, he/she may don't even want to shower, because when the person sees water he/she may experience a mini trauma. This mini trauma is dangerous on its own. If a person experiences mini trauma because of the memory, he/she may experience additional trauma when he/she remember the mini trauma. Creating more traumatic memories. If this actually continues the person may have so many traumatic events that his whole vivid memories can involve trauma. In the end, this person will most probably have just one option and that is to end his life.
How all of this ties to the fear of the unknown and the fear of change?
A person gets modelled by trauma and most people have experienced at least one traumatic event in their life. It can be a near death experience or something even more traumatizing. What it does is that this event will get you to react in a certain way. But most people don't know that they react to the trauma, they think that they act. What I want to say is that trauma basically can create a human from scratch and make him do certain things and don't do other certain things.
The fear of the unknown is basically the same as the fear of change. When a person is reacting from the trauma their entire time, he/she will get comfy with it. It sounds strange, but the mind adapts somehow to everything. Then when the person with trauma wants to change or someone tries to show him how he can heal the trauma, this traumatized person will most likely won't change. First, because he/she has to go through the trauma again to heal it and secondly because they have no idea who they are. The fear of the unknown thinking that this trauma was necessary for them to be who they are and because their whole identity is centre around the trauma, this person won't change. There are instances where the traumatized person becomes a parent and traumatizes his children in order to make them like himself. These people can somehow think that because of the trauma they are this big if we are talking about celebrities who have been victims of mind control programs such as MK-ultra.
About MK-ultra
Mk-ultra is a project developed and ran by the CIA to make people basically robots. This program uses heavy trauma to lock the human mind of the victim and make a new identity. You basically wipe the entire memory of the victim and shape the new one out of reaction. If they don't go along you can use trigger words which were used in the process of locking the person's identity. These trigger words vary and when they are being said the person will feel pain because of the suppressed memory. Then the person will get traumatized and because a person does not want to be traumatized he/she will play along like a puppet. Most people who are under mind control don't know they are, because the new identity that has been formed is separate. It is like a spell, you can call different personas everytime you want with the trigger word that you have used. This trigger word was said in the process of trauma. Every new identity has it is own way of calling.
There are a lot of clips on youtube about MK-ultra victims and people who have been caught to glitch out from the mind control. I would really suggest you investigate and see it for yourself if you haven't already.
In conclusion
I may just say that I could have said something untrue if that is the case feel free to correct me. I am not perfect. To conclude this I must also say that you should not fear the trauma that you had. It won't help you if you hold it for too long and most probably will make it even worse. If you are traumatized and you know it (your memory of it has not been locked) go talk with someone about it. This is the best way to heal and if you somehow don't have anyone to talk to, feel free to leave a comment and I will gladly listen and try to help you with the process of healing. I am just leaving this here just in case someone wants to tlak with someone about his trauma. Anyways, thank you for reading this and leave a like and a comment and God Bless. See ya soon. Peace
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Very interesting read. I also believe that our desire to be able to predict and control the future is what makes people resist so many of the things that would be best for them. Trauma is also a hidden personality structure for so many people in my way of seeing things. Just the other day I was remembering getting punished by my beloved mother for having done something wrong when I was still a kid. It really broke my heart to be punished instead of understood as having made a mistake. And I think that incident had a big effect on my life thereafter.
But one other thing I think about trauma is that once we realize something like this, it doesn't have to keep controlling us. I thought to tell my mother of how much she had heart me with that reaction to my mistaken childhood actions, but then I realized that it would serve no one. It would just lock me more deeply into the pattern of being defined by that moment and that choice of someone else's. And it wouldn't help her either, because she can never go back and make a different choice.
Instead I released the very idea of having been harmed by her choice, and embraced the perfection of my path from there to here and forward still. Nothing has gone wrong. I am well. That's the story I live forward. With each trauma faced and released back into the ephemeral idea that gave it birth, we become more free to be who we really are.
(unfortunately I'm finding this too late to upvote it.)