I felt sad reading this because I also struggle handling criticisms. This is such an emotional and honest point of view and tbh, this post is indeed raw. Like you, I'm also new here at steemit but I've never seen a post this pure. I hope you keep posting things like this cause I need more of it. You are worth to follow.
Thank you. I really want to use this blog in way that I can post this raw side of me. I feel like people close themselves off to the world and have to keep shit together all the time. But it's okay to not be okay. Society just tells a different story.