So many regrets, could have been rich if only we weren't so skint.

I am 53, yeah its not that old, I still have time to do things but I still have a few regrets, things I wanted to do but never got round to it or never had faith in myself to do it.

I always wanted to take my girls to Disney land but there was always something else more important needed doing with what money we had or hubby would be laid off. I tried my hardest to save but never got there. I think my youngest would have loved it, she would have loved the time on the plane, she loved Disney films especially Aladdin, she loved princess's as for my older daughter who had ADHD she would have hated the plane, far to long for her, she is no good in crowds and hates change so would have been a difficult trip but missed out on some lovely memories.

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Not carrying on with my British Sign Language courses, I hate having my picture taken and even worse when someone pulls out a video recorder. I passed my level 1 which was really hard but on level 2 I passed 2 parts failed 1, unfortunately the failed one was the video where I had to have a sign conversation with 2 people, I started off OK but then turned my head to see the video and my fingers wouldn't do what my head was telling them, I could understand them and knew what I wanted to say but my whole body went into panic, so don't know what I said to them.

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Not sticking to a diet and losing m weight, not having to re-start a diet nearly every Monday, I lost all my weight after I had my first child, I exercised at home to a DVD everyday losing 3 stone in 3 months, I then got pregnant again then my knee went then I started to expand, the little me that has been fighting to get out has given up and gone to sleep. I have no fight left, when you have dieted all your life, all you eve think about is calories and fat there comes a time where you start to think that's it.

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Not jumping over the wall that smashed my knee, my life would have been so different as I was heading off in a different direction but then I wouldn't have met Glen and wouldn't have my 2 daughters so I have to think maybe it was meant to happen.

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Hubby had a weekend job to do which he was going to make £50, at the time that would have been a massive help, he loved a bet on the horses and every Saturday he went round but this Saturday he couldn't and I couldn't go round as I wasn't allowed to take my daughter in and I was not leaving her outside. He even asked the man he was doing the job for is he could nip away for half an hour but he was a miserable old git and said no. If only we decided to not do the job he would have won nearly a million pounds with Dettori getting 7 winners, Glen wanted to back them all. Yeah we cried. Glen's mate backed them and won 3/4 of a million. Gutted

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