Expressing myself is actually difficult for me, i have fears like being judged by other people and being rejected.

In response to that @ooleyjulie... there is an expression I love and that is "staying motivated is like bathing, its effects dont always last which is why it is recommended daily :)

Feeding yourself with positivity and surrounding yourself with people that uplift you, is a sure fire way down the right path hon, so you are doing the right thing to remedy that way of thinking...

xxx