Well good for you for working hard on something you believed in. It will be good practice for the future. Let me know what you think of that video. I liked it so much that I listened to all of his podcasts in order - and I really learned A LOT from that, let me tell you. It gave me a real basis of understanding and it also filled in blanks that I could not figure out on my own. He is in Philadelphia which he says is brimming with zombies as well. I used to live on the east coast before moving to Denver in 06. Denver is hell now - it was not like this when I moved here. If I could, I would go back to the sleepy little town I came from but I hear it is not sleepy anymore. i am not sure there is anywhere to escape to, hence my cleanse - Go within, or go without.