And that's the way you made me write again ;-)

It is one of that times for me too. To move on. To change my life. For now, not location but the way i live and things i do.

All the things we do now, it affects all the future. But we must not be stuck here thinking too much what and where... because if we struggle with tiny things all the time, the big one will fail to come.
And we will not be able to see the big picture.

From what you say it is for your kids and family. Then, this must be a big point in helping you to make a decision. What they need is the most important thing in your life. I consider family that is the best thing that can happen to us, and not to just make a family, but being with the person you like and feel is there for you.

Community is important too. I share the same needs to talk to people and to share common things.
But, nowadays rarely can find that ones. With all the false "busy" people touching screens without real feelings, just hitting likes and smilies... But in real life they have time for... nothing.

You can't meet them, and if you finally do they... touch and touch... That's another problem, but it is one from today's lives.

Eh, unfortunately the moment i have, i lost motivation and talking is kinda not helping right now. I need facts. But they can't be made from the air...

Coming back to you, if i understand well, at the end, by mistake you've found something that you like. If that's the case then good for you and hope you feel that you are on the right track.

Everytime when i comment to such posts, i don't "talk"... i just read and write what i feel. It may be now my way of finding who i am now or finding the way to what i need to do... who know.

If we don't try, we'll never find out.

Cheers and best wishes.