Uh Oh! Up Past Midnight Again! Unleash Some Thoughts So I Can Sleep LOL

Yup! That's the way it goes sometimes. Gotta unload the the thoughts some. Am helping some tomorrow so gotta go to bed soon. One of those times where there is so much on the mind I almost don't know what to say. Bought some new music! The new Enigma album and the new Killing Joke. Seems to be a good mix of how I'm feeling right now. Kinda reminds me of Delerium and Front Line Assembly, some ambient and some deep dark heavy contrast on the other. Cool! Getting into the right mood in life lately. Feeling somewhat uplifted too though there is allot going on.

I'm noticing more opinions of division on social medias lately. That age old 'fear of the other''. The fear of immigration that the politicians seem to hype. Some are for it others against. Much racist and anti-Muslim talk. People divided over oil and gas, some making racist statements about Land Defenders saying NO to big oil. It's really running amok the hype aspect. How to get people down off that and bring them more together. It makes you sick the fake blame the other issue when it's all about money. We live in a false economic system so we tend to blame people we don't understand for our problems. It doesn't work.

Ya gotta be careful what you read and what words are used to believe. There are all these political slants that really just look like people calling other names and other groups names. I aim to get back to the spiritual essence. On a more kill 'em with kindness tack. Get rid of the punishment based culture. For me a see a huge societal shift that can take place. Not everyone will be comfortable at first. The current nationalism and globalism is not good. These corporations act like they can extract resource from anywhere on the planet and have the police and military backing them. We have to take their toys away!! They cannot be allowed to treat people and ecosystems like trashy resources they can stomp all over in the name of money.

In the next while I'll talk more, post more articles. I really want to dig into dealing with personal life and the world at large too!! I also want to get into the weird and wacky creative stuff too. Write strange blogs, make crazy music with delirious lyrics. Sometimes it's hard to write a blog, sometimes it's better in a song. I think I'm getting more of the hang of steem lately too. It's not just a blog. I wanna keep having some fun!

I'm feeling more of the jump push, sometimes I don't want to think too much about it. I want to say and express stuff. In a decent way without making fun of anyone, still be expressive at the same time. I'm feeling the life mission, reaching back into that purpose. I gotta help mom eat better, that's something I can do. Getting more involved in important current events. Feeling that urge to write. Now I can sleep on it, make the most of tomorrow. It's only Monday but it feels like the end of the week. Kinda tired. It's that last push on a project with a few days left, then I can chill more and get back to some grooves.