Doing Alright, Better, Still Kinda Tired Yet Further On

It's that time of getting tired from the work routine again, all is alright, just got a bit sick, some other work related stress, at the same time live is moving on. It's kinda funny the winter weather is dragging on forever here. Giving me those last moments of hibernation before I move on up, out and beyond. Hehe, it's alright to feel a bit tired too. Helping me reflect on all the other past times I felt that way.

I get so I don't feel like doing much. Yet what keeps me going still is breaking out of the routine. Expanding, growing. I will keep busy this week, hopefully do my creative duty in the evenings. Today still feeling sick and winding down. Using the time to get myself together, feeling the past stress and emotions, moving through. I have to create most of my own fun, also look forward to the next adventures. The more active I can be, the more I can do out there later. Practice up, write it out.

Theres allot that freaks me out that I could talk about. Will find ways to address what bugs me, try to put it out rather reasonable. At the same time to be expressive about it too. Like when talking about environmental, social, political issues. Still want to find that place to stop, think, formulate more ideas into other projects and such. I realize it's a fun job. To want to be creative and put something out there. At first you do it for yourself, then if it's valuable it's nice to share the creation.

Ok now I gotta go to bed right away. Must rest up. Real tired right now.