Nice post juichi! Your comments echo many others who are in the same sort of "space" in life and with steemit. It is a challenge to gain traction in this community, and to learn so much quickly enough to make a difference in our endeavors, but very much worth the challenge. As someone who continues to press ahead with a documentary that I enjoy even if just for myself, I salute your attitude and wish you happiness as we float in the universe. Cheers!