That's all I can do afterall mate. He is(or was I guess) already running around the backgarden like Rooney. Our second name is actually Rooney haha

I am delighted you got your kid. My ex now I guess won't be hard to deal with for the most part. I know she will put what Nathan needs over anything else. I just wish she would have done the same with me. That's for the historyblocks now I guess.

I actually thought today for a minute that Nathan would be better off without me. Aileen got proper ratty just because I wanted him to be in a routine through all this so I thought I can't put up with years of her taking me up wrong. Fuck it though. Hopefully I won't care as much with time when she gets pissy and wont get pissy myself.

One thing I know is that I will not let them come between me and Nathan no matter what happens. Only one opinion that should matter to me right now.