Some of the things you describe I can very much relate to.
I don't think I am as unwell as you, and I am lucky to have medicine available.
I would like to hear more from you. Steemit has been good to me. Keep Steeming and contact me on steemchat if you would like to.
I just take care of the pains I am having but for the rest of my complications due to financial constraints I am just letting them be.
For example my bone condition, it needs surgery but I do not have the means so I cannot do anything for it.